Beginnings is my WORST part
Sometimes beginnings can be the worst part of a journey Have you ever gotten a new story idea. The thought of all the jumping ideas makes you happy. You grin and dance thinking of all the great things your characters are going to face. And by great things the torture your going to shove in their face. Almost everything we look at can give us ideas. The people around can easily fuel the types of characters we create. However, even if I put effort into writing an outline, or going with the panther instincts I believe I have... Doubt seems to happen quicker than my second chapter. Sure every artist doubts themselves. But, I doubt myself so bad I sop wanting to write the book I have been dreaming of. And I have small reason for it, not even god ones. No one ever read any of my work to say I know some kind of feedback. People around me lowers my self esteem and make a sense of feeling that despite the years I have writing, so...